here after a longgggggg time....life has changed a lot since then...and life is ever changing..it can never be stable.i want to sit alone for months maybe and want to see a flashback of my life. how was i like before? how happy i was? what changed everythng? why have i become like this?what will happen if i ll be like this.. .the thing is i keep on helping my friends during their breaking point in life..but honestly ,when i m in such a situation..even my shadow leaves me..:/ i had an aunt who was more like a mother to me.. .i lost her love for me..no no..not because of my mistake.. . but because of some stupid family grudges.. .today i see her loving another child ...today i feel empty inside...yeah we still meet but i dont get that feeling anymore that shes still gonna be standing there for me...the worst part is seeing her love somebody else ...but m happy for her...she has somebody to love...m happy for that child too...god has blessed him with an angel...toking about me-i am more than being negative in my life than being positive....i tried to be positive...tried soo many times..but things didnt work out...its ok..life teaches u a lesson...nd thts wot m going through right now...m ok with that...i just need to be a little bit more stronger..